I just realized my school is far behind than other schools, and it's too late to change that. While other schools have these great engineering programs (which may be what I want to do for a career) and music and art programs, while my school has jack fucking squat.

I'm 10th grade this year and I'm sad knowing that I've spent all this time to just be behind everyone else that lives around here or whatever. Heh, that reminds me I wonder what the hell I'm going to do for a career. I need to figure this out, so I can try to salvage some effort from all this, and put it into learning about that career path.

Eh, this sucks, whatever.